am i really good at pretending to be insane or am i actually mentally fucked up
i think it might've been an act at first but it hasn't been for a long time
no, it wasn't ever an act, i just used to tell people it was an act so they wouldn't worry, but i can't hide it anymore
i don't know who i really am, but it doesn't matter much, i'm getting worse no matter who i am
and i don't want any advice or help because i've heard it all before, i'm dug in too deep to get out
all i want now is to be loved so it doesn't hurt so much anymore